Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Then till now

"Must you be always so disagreeable?" he asks.

"You're the one disagreeing with me!" she claims.


At least there was one thing they had agreed about.

"So you're not even gonna apologize huh?" he quips.

"Of course! What's there to apologize about?!? Shouldn't you be the one apologizing?" she retorts.

"Fine fine fine, geez... But I won't apologize, why should I?"

"Okay then, don't apologize. You and your stupid pride..."

You might be wondering, what was it that they had agreed about?

"Look who's taking now!" he answered in disgust.

"Oh please, will you just shut up?" she replied.

Well, in truth, it's really hard to believe really. Even if I tell you, you wouldn't believe it at all.

"Fine then! I will!"

"You better do ass-face, quiet is better than hearing your pathetic whining!"

It was about, well, maybe one year ago. Prior to that, well, let's just say they've been like this for the rest of there short lives. Eighteen years to be exact.

"Oh will you just shut up too, nagger-pants!"

"So now you're name calling clever-ass, why don't we just change your name to whiny while you're at it!"

One year ago, they both found themselves stranded in their school. It was raining hard, the sky was dark and all the buses home have left for their their first rounds. Serendipitously, they both ended up being last in line for their own bus services home.



They both had to wait for the next round of buses to arrive. Since it was raining really hard, commuting home wasn't a possibility. I know, I know, it was the perfect stage for some romantic lovey-dovey, maybe even steamy hot you know what. Well, yeah, you can say it was and even stereotypically so, but you might have forgotten who we are talking about here.



Yes. So what happened then? Did they just serendipitously parted ways too? Quite the contrary actually. And no, there wasn't any steamy hot you know what either. Things still got steamy though; at least their heads were.

"Oh would you just pipe down lady, this is getting too old."

"Then for once in your life, just swallow up your damn pride and apologize!"

It was the same, then till now.

"Fine fine, I apologize, are you happy now?"


"What did I do now?"


Still dreadfully, delightfully the same, then till now.

"Fine, I apologize, seriously."

"I'm sorry too."

Do I have to repeat myself? Then till now!

"Geez, this again? Come here you!"


Then till now!


Monday, July 20, 2009

Simply because

The heart of mine might be weak
But the love it gives is strong
That when we part or you're away
For your soul it misses, it longs

I had wished for us to be as one
Till the day my flesh lasts alive
It was folly to think, naive even
That I thought without you I won't survive

It's true perhaps, my heart is frail
That when you're gone I'm as in death
But I found it isn't true, merely an illusion
I've created, for my own continued breath

It was an excess of human love
That my heart had come to express
I boxed you in, trapped you shut
And forced myself in excess

I feared you'd be gone, you'd fly away
One of the only true family I've found
I treasured you, held you tight
But in the end, I only got you bound

Please do not think I'm in regret
That my life I lived for you alone
But now I'm wiser, I have thought more
And now I'm but no longer forlorn

For in human love I found one stronger
A perfect love that isn't mine
And this I give to you, with devotion true
Love that is patterned from the divine

A patient love, a kind love, a love that never envies
Nor does it boast, nor is it proud, nor rude or close to anger
A love that isn't self seeking nor remembers any fault
One that rejoices in truth and in evil it does not wander

A love that will forever protect
A love that will always persevere
A love that lasts and will always be true
A love that had never known failure

It's hard, be it so, it still stings a little
But obsession stepping into foolishness is not love
And though I may make the same mistakes from before
I'll try and promise to root my love from up above

If this all statements pressure you
I beg of you, just please be still
Don't worry, I ask you not to reciprocate
Just do things as you will

Because for you I will always be waiting
With a patient heart, be it weak
But the love it gives for you is strong
It's still more than I can speak

Just that today I think true love I've known
Though I can't deny I might still be lacking
But nonetheless, I still give to you my all
Just shut up and keep on living

For I told you before, still I'm telling you now
And I will always be telling you so
in proficiency and kind it had evolved;
Not a measure will it change

I love you dearest, I love you true
And till I can, my frail heart will always be for you



love you

dearest I love you


And till I can my frail heart will

always be for you